My “name” is nightstar23 or star. I am 14 and about a month ago I made a shocking discovery that I was bisexual. The weird thing is I didn’t know it until I asked my bestie (lets call her jade) if she was bi one morning after having an amazingly ironic dream about her and another close friend making out 0.o. So I asked her that morning and she told me in secrecy that she honestly didn’t know. Then she told me that the reason she was questioning herself was becuz her ex bf confided in her that he is fact bi. When she told me that she was bi there was no doubt in my eyes that I was too. I could see our whole life’s pass b4 my eyes.
That day I was in a blur of confusion. I was in love with my best friend who I kept nothing from. So the next day I asked her if she had figured things out yet. She simply said she was relatively sure she was bi. Then I told her. She was relieved that I could relate. I know her well and was able to recognize that she had feelings for me. So on the next day, which was a Monday, at lunch I asked her if she liked me, she refused to reply. It was only hours then before we started dating.
That is when we more officially entered the community. Once I entered the closet I found that there was a whole secret society living there already. The closet is like Narnia, once you enter it’s a whole other world.
Though the closet is hard such as having to listen to criticism from others in silent because if we say anything we will seem overly defensive. In the halls, in my home, the discrimination is everywhere. I think it is well worth it. I love my gf with all my heart. We have entered this world together, I have been her best friend for about two years. We have told some of our closer friends and they were happy for us and said we make a cute couple. One of them admitted to being bi after I informed her I was and get this shes the same one that I had a dream was kissing jade!! I am happy. I am hiding in the closet. and I am not alone.
-thanks for listening this is the shortened version